Senior Pictures

Here are some pictures I took of my brother....

I think these turned out well. I'm glad that I was given the opportunity to take pictures of my little big brother! He is a stud. Thanks buddy!

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Doubts and Fears

I didn't think that having Jordan gone would be so hard..... Reality check it is totally hard. I really enjoy my alone time but I have come to realize that to much alone time causes me to doubt myself and what I know to be true. I know that Jordan loves me more then anything and that I mean the world to him but when I don't hear from him all day and bedtime is lingering nearer and there has still not be a text I start to think the worst. Probably one of my biggest flaws in our relationship. I trust Jordan fully but there is still that little bit of fear that something has happened. Now don't get me wrong I know that Jordan would never do anything ANYTHING! We promised each other that we would be together for all eternity and that promise means the world to both of us. But unfortunately the world is cruel and to many things have happened in my life to make that fear just disappear.

The Day we got engaged! 

But in a happier note I got to take photos of my Sister-In-Laws cute little family. They were so much fun. I will have to admit that I was very intimidated because this whole photography thing is still so new to me. I want to make people happy with their photos and give them what they want but I'm still in the learning process. I think the pictures turned out well.  I guess we will see what my sister in law thinks when she gets them back. YIKES! I will put a preview of picture up later. Please tell me what you think of my photos!

Thanks

Mrs. Bannock County
(Gotta love the Title)

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And so It Begins

Free time is now something I have great abundance of. Jordan has been summoned away for work and is gone. It is really weird trying to figure out what I should have for dinner and what I should do for lunch. But it is really nice too. I can have all the fruits and veggies I want in the house. I don't even have to make a real dinner and just have a sandwich. Don't get me wrong I love making dinner for my husband but sometimes it is nice to have a break. So far things have been great. I was able to get so many things done today. I was done grocery shopping by 10:30 this morning. The laundry is almost finished as well. Man am I proud of myself. Granted I get all these things done when Jordan is home as well but... they just seem to take longer. I would rather spend time with Jordan then do the laundry and dishes. Our puppy has been so so funny. Whenever she hears the slightest sound she thinks she need to protect me and goes running to the front door to see what is outside. This afternoon while taking a nap she just started barking and ran out to the back yard. Our neighbor was putting out his garbage can. What a silly dog. But this time she has had away from Jordan has also proved to be good for her. She was so excited to see me today. Usually she will run right past me and look for Jordan. I was gone for only 3 hours and she wanted to play with me and cuddle with me for a good half hour or so when I got home. Man it is nice to feel love from that dog. Most the time I just get the cold shoulder! 

Things with the pageant have been crazy. I finally can take a breath and worry about what I'm going to wear and not what the judges sheets should say. I hope that everything runs smoothly. I did put my blog address on the application page so if you are a Judge for the Mrs. Idaho America Pageant.... Thank you so much for reading my blog. I hope you find what you are looking for and enjoy some laughter along the way. Thanks 

Caitlyn Scow 

Mrs. Bannock County

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